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Letting go

Someone was watching her. She could feel it. This invisible companion. This presence in the room.  It didn’t bring discomfort.  It just kind of unsettled her.    What would she do with it? Should she address it?  Or keep ignoring it? Sometimes it tugged on her heartstrings with a wooing hunger she didn’t know where it came from, like a ...
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System Failure of “Churchianity”

We live in a peculiar time when we are more connected than ever electronically, but also more lonely than ever. News travels faster than lightning. There is so much noise and a constant bombardment of information. We are constantly pulled to the surface and our biggest struggle is to find a quiet place where we can unplug and listen to ...
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God is wearing Son-glasses

As a dog person I’ve somewhat learned to “speak dog”. At least I can read my own dogs pretty well and tell when they’re uncomfortable or they’re getting ready to react to something (suspicious objects like umbrellas, strollers or a man in a baseball hat, or a leaf rustling in the wind). Cats are a different story. I do not ...
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What’s my nickname?

Lately I’ve been asking God questions during my prayer time. Questions like: what nicknames do you have for me? When I was a little girl everybody called me “Lillan” which means “little one” in Swedish, since I was the youngest of 3 siblings. When I reached a certain age, five or six years old, I did NOT want to be ...
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A Call For Beauty

In our digital culture the beauty standards our generation is bombarded with daily are almost unattainable since they’re not real. Eating disorders, identity confusion and self harming run rampant among our youth. It’s a silent – yet loud – cry of despair. I believe that we as human beings have a God given longing for beauty and glory. It’s really ...
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Crossroad

I’ve come to a cross road There’s a cross in the road This is where the treasure is hidden It’s marked out But I need to do the digging There’s no turning back The road needs my commitment My total commitment Unto death Actually it begins with death I have to die Before I even start Because no flesh and ...
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Perfect Timing

Time is running out. Or is it? I heard once that in Africa, they don’t see time as we do here in the western, industrialized world. In Africa they see time, not as going or leaving us, but as coming towards us. I thought this was very interesting and it seems like a healthier view. It can be frustrating for ...
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We live under a friendly sky

I saw a bumper sticker once that left me uneasy and sort of sad. It awakened me to the skewed view many people have of God and Christianity. It said: “Don’t make me come down there – God”. Sadly, this might be a view of God that even some believers hold subconsciously – that God is like a grumpy, old ...
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My Acrostic Psalm

All my days are numbered Before I was Born you knew me you Called me your own Delighting in me Everlasting is your love Forever lasts your mercy Good are all your thoughts for me Higher than mine and deeper I can’t get away from you Jesus Christ, Yeshua Hamashiach your Kindness is Killing me your Luminous Love is Leading ...
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